what was i thinking?
failure is better than never trying
About Me
- Name: bt
- Location: murray, Kentucky, United States
if you want to know more about me just ask. don't worry, i won't bite
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
well i hope everyone had a fun and safe christmas. mine was pretty good. jac and i traveled to 4 different states ( i can't even remember if we stopped in Indiana though ) and got to see most of our families. well, i better get to work. i am sure i will talk about some of the stories later.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Merry Christmas all
i just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas! if you are traveling be careful and i hope i get to hear/read about everyones adventures. i might post again saturday. Peace out for now.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
i know what you are thinking....
pretty cool. let me know if they knew what you were thinking ( they guessed mine ).
http://subliminalmessages.com/loans_43.htm
ps i know how this works so if you don't figure it out and you want to know just ask.
http://subliminalmessages.com/loans_43.htm
ps i know how this works so if you don't figure it out and you want to know just ask.
Friday, December 15, 2006
Thursday, December 14, 2006
People, you are ticking me off
i was going to post this long rant about people being offended to easily but decided against it. i am sure you have heard it all before. so instead i am going to babble about whatever i want ( this is my blog after all )
i was listening to a song today that i have listend to hundreds of times before but never really heard the lyrics. today i heard them. that song is even better now! in fact, i am listening to it right now.
i watched a ton of Jim/Pam videos on youtube today... i can't wait to watch the office tonight! i really hope Jim and Pam will at least become good friends like they were before.
does anybody have any Christmas wishes? i wish i could see my dad. He said they were going to try and come down January 12th but i am sure something will happen and they won't come. the funny thing is that i am not really worried that i won't get to see him, i am worried that Luke isn't going to know his own grandpa. i guess that is their loss.
i was listening to a song today that i have listend to hundreds of times before but never really heard the lyrics. today i heard them. that song is even better now! in fact, i am listening to it right now.
i watched a ton of Jim/Pam videos on youtube today... i can't wait to watch the office tonight! i really hope Jim and Pam will at least become good friends like they were before.
does anybody have any Christmas wishes? i wish i could see my dad. He said they were going to try and come down January 12th but i am sure something will happen and they won't come. the funny thing is that i am not really worried that i won't get to see him, i am worried that Luke isn't going to know his own grandpa. i guess that is their loss.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
more lyrics
i can't rember if i have posted these lyrics before but i am going to put them here now...how true they are. this is a song that i love to just sing at the top of my lungs.
Band: Spill Canvas
Song: All Hail the Heartbreaker
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that
I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body T
hat cause my comatose to begin
x2
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
x2
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
x2
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All Hail the Heartbreaker!
Band: Spill Canvas
Song: All Hail the Heartbreaker
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that
I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body T
hat cause my comatose to begin
x2
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
x2
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
x2
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All Hail the Heartbreaker!
Friday, December 08, 2006
Thursday, December 07, 2006
to all you bloggers out there
i was just wondering if anybody ever puts little hidden messages in their blogs. i have to admit that i have before. just a little thing that a person might or might not pick up on ( i don't even know if they read this poor excuse for a blog ). just wondering.
oh and on a completely different note...IT IS SNOWING!!! i have my sled in the car waiting.
oh and on a completely different note...IT IS SNOWING!!! i have my sled in the car waiting.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
not blogging when angry
so yesterday was a pretty rough day at work for me. it started out good, turned really crappy and ended on a good note. here is a recap of my day.
I woke up early so i could get to work by 6:45am. We ( Kay, Justin, Ben and myself ) were leaving for Austin Peay and some surrounding colleges to put flyers on cars. In the 1 and a half hours that it took to get there, we had to stop twice for bathroom breaks. We got to the campus around 8:30am and i realized that there weren't a lot of cars there yet. So we went to another one of the schools on our list, put about 35 flyers on cars and went for another bathroom break. So we then left for Austin Peay and put a ton of flyers on cars. While going to a parking lot we got a call from Emily and she said that Jim D ( our crappy vice president ) wanted to talk to me. So i get on the phone and he starts to chew me out for something that i was going to finish by the end of the day. Apparently he didn't like me "mouthing" off to him and he hung up. So i called the office and talked to Scott ( computer guy ) and told him what was going on. Well things were fine for the rest of the day until about 15min away from Murray. Emily called sometime before LBL and just talked to Kay. Well, apparently Kay decided to wait until about 15min out to tell me that i can't go on the rest of the trips this week. WHAT THE CRAP??? So by the time i got back to SEB i am furrious and just wanting to quit. I go in, talk to Scott and Earl ( my boss ) comes in asking what is wrong. I gave him a quick version and he decided to go get Jim D and figure out what is wrong. Well Jim D comes in and starts talking, not letting me get a word in while Earl and Scott listen. Finally Earl speaks up and backs me up! I was so glad that i was in the right and that i had the support of a supervisor. You don't know how glad i was that he actually stood up for me. So the day ended on a good note but it was still an exahusting day. well, this is long enough. Later.
I woke up early so i could get to work by 6:45am. We ( Kay, Justin, Ben and myself ) were leaving for Austin Peay and some surrounding colleges to put flyers on cars. In the 1 and a half hours that it took to get there, we had to stop twice for bathroom breaks. We got to the campus around 8:30am and i realized that there weren't a lot of cars there yet. So we went to another one of the schools on our list, put about 35 flyers on cars and went for another bathroom break. So we then left for Austin Peay and put a ton of flyers on cars. While going to a parking lot we got a call from Emily and she said that Jim D ( our crappy vice president ) wanted to talk to me. So i get on the phone and he starts to chew me out for something that i was going to finish by the end of the day. Apparently he didn't like me "mouthing" off to him and he hung up. So i called the office and talked to Scott ( computer guy ) and told him what was going on. Well things were fine for the rest of the day until about 15min away from Murray. Emily called sometime before LBL and just talked to Kay. Well, apparently Kay decided to wait until about 15min out to tell me that i can't go on the rest of the trips this week. WHAT THE CRAP??? So by the time i got back to SEB i am furrious and just wanting to quit. I go in, talk to Scott and Earl ( my boss ) comes in asking what is wrong. I gave him a quick version and he decided to go get Jim D and figure out what is wrong. Well Jim D comes in and starts talking, not letting me get a word in while Earl and Scott listen. Finally Earl speaks up and backs me up! I was so glad that i was in the right and that i had the support of a supervisor. You don't know how glad i was that he actually stood up for me. So the day ended on a good note but it was still an exahusting day. well, this is long enough. Later.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Last chance
no takers on seeing this lovely work establisment of mine? i don't blame you one bit. well. if you do just email. maybe i will just take some pictures instead.
Friday, December 01, 2006
I have the POWER!!!!
i just got a key to the building ( for one week )! this is the first time in my working carrer that i have had a key. soo...if anybody wants a tour of the office and warehouse just let me know ( i will be working late next week ).
i have been inspired
well, if you have been reading this pathetic excuse for a blog then you may have noticed that i started watching The Office. One thing i realized is that I love how Jim dresses on the show and in real life. i really like the button down shirt with the sweater over top look. this posses a slight problem though. i don't own a lot of button down shirts and i don't think i own a single sweater. on top of that my shoes are starting to look a little worn so i think i need some new ones. if anybody has some suggestions as to where i should shop for some new clothes please let me know. two rules though: #1 i don't have a lot of money. cheap is good #2 i don't care about brand names. the last thing i want to do is be a walking billboard for some clothes line that i don't really care about ( i guess if i am following rule #1 then i don't have to worry about #2 ). do you think i can even pull this look off? any advice is appreciated.