i hate what i have become

this morning in the shower i was thinking about my life. about who i am and what i want to become. i came to one realization that i don't like. i have become very sarcastic. i don't like it. sarcasm doesn't help anyone.

"Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving" Eph 5:4

so starting today i am going to try and not be sarcastic. i want to lift people up and help them. i want my words to be welcomed. i want to be a place where people feel welcome and safe. i want to be different from the world.

i am sorry.