i am not stupid

i learned two things yesterday:

1) i should not try to think at 2am. my emotions get carried away and my brain starts thinking of all kinds of things that i don't need to be thinking about. i tend think of something and read more into it than what was there. i does this all the time but even more so at 2am.

2) i am not stupid. every person has strengths and weaknesses. i am not stupid because i don't read shakespear and i don't know every play. i am not stupid because i don't know complex math problems. i am not stupid because i can't comment on every conversation. i am not stupid because i don't know something. i might not be the smartest person but that doesn't mean i am stupid. i have a purpose and role in life. i am unique. i can make a possitive difference on others lives. i have realised that i think on of my gifts is trying to please people. to me, being able to make someone happy is better than knowing shakespear.

ps i am doing much better today thanks to a great friend.