september is so far away

what a weekend. jac and i went up to louisville to see the family, kent and jenny ( i can't remember how to spell her name ), and adam and jamie. the only problem with trips up to louisville is that i don't have enough time to see everyone i want to see. i need to go see my friend kevin but i never get around to it. anyways...so the trip was good. my lil bro was acting a little weird sunday though. i think he is lonely. he doesn't have any friends in the neighborhood and doesn't hangout with anybody from school. my mom says that all he does is wake up, play on the computer, go to school, and come home to play on the computer till it is bedtime. at least he is playing a game where he interacts with other people. he is a great kid and i hate that he doesn't have anybody around to play with. while i was up there i talked to my mom and hopefully he can come down to murray for a week. soo...back to the weekend. we watched survivor with kristin and greg suday night. hanging out with them is always fun. i still think i could win survivor. monday i took the day off work because i was getting this sharp stabbing pains in my stomach ( not fun ). i had them all night and part of the next day. i have no idea what was wrong.
now i come to last night. last night was the final episode of grey's. that show is amazing. that was 2 hours of intense tv. once again george was amazing. i read somewhere that said george started the season nervous and confused but now he is one of the best. he isn't the best surgeon but he makes people better. i think what it comes down to is love. he loves people. they all love people in their own way, even alex. the show made me realize that we really don't get to pick who we love. nobody knows how love works but everyone knows it does. izzy loves denny. she has never seen him outside the hospital. denny needs a new heart or else he will die. denny is a patient. yet through all of this izzy still loves denny ( i will try not to give anything away incase someone hasn't seen it yet ). if she could have picked then should would not have picked him. so back to reality. i am really glad that we don't get to pick who we love and who we don't. if i did then i wouldn't be where i am today. i would not have the wonderful wife and amazing son i have been blessed with or the best friends i could ever hope for. sure love can hurt but i wouldn't be able to live without it.

"The heart has reasons that reason cannot know." -- Pascal

There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. * Friedrich Nietzsche

There is no remedy for love but to love more. * Henry David Thoreau